i can be self-centered. i can do whatever i want and i can always get whatever i want. but most of th time, i choose not to. because i’m a people-pleaser. but when th time comes, i choose to be. 

i want you to go th extra mile for me. i want you to come running back to me. i want you to need me and i want you to love me so much, you would do anything fr me. i want you to give in to me. bt th thing is, that’s not even close to being possible. 

so i pluck up every ounce of gut i have, pushing away th ego of a woman and be th one going th extra mile for you. be th one who runs back to you. be the one to love you so much, i’d do anything fr you. and be th one to give in. 

because when something wrong happens, i can’t expect it to turn around that easily. it doesnt go that way. i need to be th one to fix it. even if it takes forever. 

only time will tell.