January 2010
New Chapter
As promised, I started a new chapter. Prolly in a new book. Because what i’ve been through so far has brought me here, right now. Honestly, it’s been a hell of a period for me to really gain so much thought to being where i am now. Because of all these, I result to procrastinating, depression, fatigue and even went to the extent of running away from all that is happening.
To whom who...
Lost it
Okay, so i’ve lost everything. well, every guy actually. but i still have my girls. and besides, who could ask for more? i have my lovely girlfriend, dinah. and my boyfriend, raiyan. plus my scandalous bitch, fira, and my scandal fir. and i’ve got an awesome job starting next weekend, and im broke. ha ha!
so today? i wore a DRESS to school. yes a dress. SEE!
this is candid. fir...
Dinah's Raiyan
Bella: Go to your sister la, raiyan.
Raiyan: I dont want.
Bella: Why???
Raiyan: Because I like you!
Dinah: +..+"
Too much for a day.
yes, now look at that. it’s sucha poor thing. i dont really know how come it’s got no feathers. my guess? a new born. and i found TWO of them. all dead and covered with ants. it was a morning madness thing. little did i know things got bad after that. but hey, nevertheless… i still have my friends. and people still love me for what i am. just like what zaza said.like i have...
“I think sometimes you have to lose somebody completely before you can figure out...”
– Dawson, Dawson’s Creek. (via kari-shma) (via notthinkingproperly)
- and now that i did. what wonderful things i’ve learnt.
Dear rockinskinny...
Hey. i havent been posting. many are (or might) be wondering what im up to and what’s up with my life. currently, everything’s alright. i just pulled myself out from a HUGE MESS. well, i’d call it a storm. but hey *pats on the back* i made it through. been catching up with the loved ones and so on and so forth.
school wise? im slacking. but im trying my best to buck up. not...
“Nobody Breaks my heart”
– Effy Stonem (via fuckyeahskinnybitch)
i finally have $$$!
my mail came!!! woohoo! and like i said, i bought the britain laptop bag. woots!
“Sometimes,I would like to be a secret and stay as a secret..like walking in the...”
– Unknown (via youknowitsfarhana)
People.
People talk.
People assume.
People gossip.
People lie.
People hate you for no apparent reason.
People black mail you.
People take revenge.
People always think they are right.
People BULLSHIT about you.
People give out sarcastic remarks.
People are hypocrites.
THAT’s what people are giving me. This assholic treatment. Just because something bad happened (and clearly you know what)...
Meaning of ♥
notthinkingproperly:
secondlastseptember:
loveyourchaos:
bulimic:
Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouths of babes. What does ‘love’ mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds: ‘What does ‘love’ mean?’ The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you...
The Single Reason
okay, since everyone’s asking. im just goinna tell you guys off that all questions shall be answered simply.
ANSWER: it’s complicated
that’s all. because it’s what we’ve decided and it’s how we will be rolling from now on. the love is still there. no hatred. just best of friends.
“just because he smiles at you, doesn’t mean he likes you. just because he...”
– bella
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
yes, once again. late. busy laaa. with so many shits happening. and now weirdos are tagging my blog as if i snatched one of their boob/ball for that girl/guy. whatever. anyhooos… my new year? hhmmm. A LOT to think about.
but on a stable line… i’d say brace myself for new beginnings and endings,whichever. because i learned in 2009 that when things happen, it happens. it’s...